looking back

Scrolling through my social media feed I came upon a link to a post where the writer was feeling so sentimental and emotional and a little reflective as she celebrates another year of living and all the years that she has celebrated living before this year.

The writer was celebrating her twenty-eighth birthday.

Twenty eight years of living y’all.

Twenty eight.

I guess it’s all about perspective. For me, when I was 28 I was the mother of one know-it-all 4 year old and just beginning the great adventure of caring for tiny humans…I also was quite certain that I had no idea what I was doing…about anything at all.

Meanwhile, Fallon was just today recalling the days when she was very small.

Yes, the good ol’ days…more than three years ago.

The days when she was a baby…a tiny, happy baby. A baby who was happy all the time. A baby who never, ever cried and loved more than anything to be rocked and cuddled and to take naps.




Fallon, have you ever seen The Daily Fallon? Ever?

Whatever, Mima!

She also sometimes tells people that her name is actually Caitlin, the child of very rich parents who for some strange reason finds herself here living with this family circus.

Caitlin? May I speak to Fallon now?


Her Starbucks lovers just might tell you she’s insane.

I can only imagine how much wiser she shall be when she is four…forty eight days from now!!!

the fire apartment’s great-great grand daughter

While checking out this

Fallon tells me how much she doesn’t like fire trucks. They’re kind of loud, they’re kind of scary she tells me.

Yes they are kind of loud, sweet girl. They have to be when they are going to put out a fire, or save lives because we need to GET OUT OF THE WAY! But scary? Not to me, I tell her. Then I tell her about the fire fighters in her family. Her family, she asks? Yes. And as I invite her explore some antique fire trucks on display at a car show, I tell her about my grandfather and uncle, both fire fighters.

Truthfully, she seemed to be more impressed with the sticker the fire fighter gave her.

Oh, three year olds!

But today, Hollie shared the latest Fallonism on Facebook: My uncle papa used to be a fire apartment and would put the nasty fires down. That’s so cool.

She’s a proud fire apartment descendant!

her reader

It’s a lazy summer afternoon. After an hour or so of swimming, it is quite satisfying to relax on the sofa and perhaps watch a movie…

Or watch the boys play a video game together.

That’s fine too because I’m quite satisfied to lie back on this sofa and maybe close my eyes for…

Mima, read to me.

I open my eyes and there is Fallon, holding out a picture book to me.

Mima, read to me.

She looks at me with those big blue-green eyes and red rose pouty lips waiting for me to take the book.

I can’t say no.

What kind of grandparent would I be to say no?

Sure, I’m tired. I’d much rather do nothing at all at this very moment but this three year old wants me to read to her. It’s literally a ten page picture book with maybe a three to five word sentence on each page. It won’t kill me. More importantly, she WANTS me to read to her. I can’t imagine any grandparent ever not wanting to read to their grandchild, especially when they ask you. Considering the fact that it wasn’t that long ago when her big sister was making the same request and now she is Miss Independent Reader Thank You Very Much, I know that I can not, must not refuse this request, this moment.

So I don’t. I take the book, pat the sofa next to me inviting her to have a seat and she does…in my lap….and together we, Fallon and her reader, enjoy a good book.

don’t be fooled

Look at this picture. Look at these two.

So sweet!

So adorable!




Don’t be fooled.

No one under The Big Top is.

It’s hard to be Uncle Daniel. It’s hard to be niece Fallon. It’s even harder to be Daniel sometimes. Also, it’s harder to be Fallon some days too.

These two. Sometimes in so many ways so much a like. I guess that is why, perhaps, that they do get along..and actually have fun together. Once they figure out each other’s boundaries that day.

Don’t be fooled.

Meanwhile, can we all just admire all that is epic about Fallon’s hair because that is just literally everyday. Love it! Love it so much.

palindrome, schmalindrome

Geeks and nerds (and pretty much everyone on Facebook) are so very excited about this week because it is Palindrome Week. Of course there was a Palindrome Week during the month of April 2014, March 2013, February 2012; as well as coming soon in June 2016, July 2017, August 2018, September 2019…are you seeing this geeks and nerds…and everyone on Facebook sharing this once in a lifetime phenomenon?

Of course one can not forget other palindromes like 01-11-10 or our favorite calendar palindrome here under The Big Top, 11-22-11.

As for our perfect little palindrome, she really could care less about all the fuss going on with this calendar week because, people, she’s three and she is a palindrome